"I don't want to be in a relationship" I said.
Relationships take too much effort, and I'm lazy.
and yet somehow, here we are.
I have a non-date tonight with a certain gentleman, despite what The Pansy thinks ("Dude! You're so in a relationship!") we're just friends - for now at least.
In other (possibly) unrelated news, I finally went to the doctor for my insomnia because it's actually starting to affect my day to day life way more than usual.
The results, a government high; I got 30 mg of Oxazepam [Serax] (which made me so junk sick that I actually called my mom, we never talk, to see if this was normal - apparently it is, which means no more Serax for me) and 2 mg of my old standby Clonazepam [Klonopin].
and I'm still awake at 2:45 am and counting...